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you know when i set out on this journey i thought i knew who i was and what i wanted. and along the way ive figured out im still unsure. its just in the midst of it all ive been beat down and broken. my dreams were taken back from me and i was placed in a nightmare. ive lost sight of what it is i wanted and im afraid ive harmed all chances of that being achieved. i really am better than this but ive just let myself go. what happened to the girl i wrote about to get here, the one who would do anything to be in my shoes...who would do anything to prove her worth? i just need a quick reminder that will guide me back to that dream...the one that got me in this mess. maybe then i wont feel like such a dissapointment. and the funny thing is...im only a dissapointment to myself. i know my potential and ive let it slip.