why you gotta go and make things so complicated?
i have the worst headache of my life right now.
but i also just had one of the best, hour long conversations in a long time.
explaination of the head injury: i was waving at cliff and stephen through rachel's window of her car and she rolled it up on my head, smashing it, and ripping out 2 of the 4 earrings on my left side. it hurts really bad still and bled for almost an hour. i must admit, i almost cried. the bleeding's finally stopped, but i have an awful headache. so not once tonight did one of my friend's indirectly cause me to bleed (stephen...), but twice. nice.
phone convo explaination: sometimes i just cant understand things. i cant understand why something so awesome has to be so bad in some people's eyes. YOU know you're one of my best friends and i dont know what i'd do if i hadn't met you this semester. you make me smile. i dont know what i'd do without you. but even saying that i feel like the biggest hypocrite in the world. but what can i say? who wouldnt love you? i just hope we dont bite off more than we can chew. you'll be the fox. i'll be the hound. no one ever has to know. that's biblical, right? ;-) one thing's for sure, no matter what anyone here on earth says, God is the one in charge. He's the judge of our friendship, so i'll definately be asking His advice on the matter. and, knowing Him, it's all gonna be okay. did you hear that? it's all going to be okay.
... i've been having dizzy spells again lately. i'm almost afraid to go to sleep. but i'm so tired. maybe that's the best thing for me right now. hope i dont bleed all over my pillow...
jeff i'm sad we dont get to do our breakfast tomorrow, but in light of your sleepiness and my bleeding, i think it was good judgement for us to postpone our party. **sigh** i was looking forward to hanging out too, but i suppose friday and saturday night and sunday will suffice. ;-) just this once though.
hah.
goodnight. tomorrow will be a day full of sleep and harry potter.
but i also just had one of the best, hour long conversations in a long time.
explaination of the head injury: i was waving at cliff and stephen through rachel's window of her car and she rolled it up on my head, smashing it, and ripping out 2 of the 4 earrings on my left side. it hurts really bad still and bled for almost an hour. i must admit, i almost cried. the bleeding's finally stopped, but i have an awful headache. so not once tonight did one of my friend's indirectly cause me to bleed (stephen...), but twice. nice.
phone convo explaination: sometimes i just cant understand things. i cant understand why something so awesome has to be so bad in some people's eyes. YOU know you're one of my best friends and i dont know what i'd do if i hadn't met you this semester. you make me smile. i dont know what i'd do without you. but even saying that i feel like the biggest hypocrite in the world. but what can i say? who wouldnt love you? i just hope we dont bite off more than we can chew. you'll be the fox. i'll be the hound. no one ever has to know. that's biblical, right? ;-) one thing's for sure, no matter what anyone here on earth says, God is the one in charge. He's the judge of our friendship, so i'll definately be asking His advice on the matter. and, knowing Him, it's all gonna be okay. did you hear that? it's all going to be okay.
... i've been having dizzy spells again lately. i'm almost afraid to go to sleep. but i'm so tired. maybe that's the best thing for me right now. hope i dont bleed all over my pillow...
jeff i'm sad we dont get to do our breakfast tomorrow, but in light of your sleepiness and my bleeding, i think it was good judgement for us to postpone our party. **sigh** i was looking forward to hanging out too, but i suppose friday and saturday night and sunday will suffice. ;-) just this once though.
hah.
goodnight. tomorrow will be a day full of sleep and harry potter.