the end.
here it is.
technically june 4th since it's after midnight.
today was such an awesome last day at home. i'm truly grateful. i hung out with squirty and we went to the thai place for lunch. then i got my paycheck and did some errands. then i did some stuff at home, blah blah, not intresting.
but what IS interesting is that dennis (my stepdad) up and bought me a digital camera! i was SHOCKED and very thankful. how cool. i feel SOOO spoiled. i'm sorry, i'm really not. but i am really excited though.
THEN i hung out with KIWI!! :-) yayyyyyyyyy! i was so excited! i hadnt seen her since i moved out of the dorm! we went shopping then for ice cream. yay to both.
then i picked up matt g and we went over to hang with the peeps. it ended up being me, matt, geoff, larry, and tim all chillin in the basement and everyone else upstairs. sad, yes, in a way, but fun since they're the ones i know best and will miss most. :-/ but we had such a FREAKING good time. i really will miss them all SO SO MUCH this summer. i am SO thankful that God has placed such awesome people in my life. i love them to pieces.
i drove matt home and it was just a GOOD drive. we chatted and sang and laughed and just enjoyed the night and the AWESOME night sky. then someone pulled up RIGHT next to me and honked and who could it be, but KEVIN FULTON! how fun! he followed us to matt's house and i got to say hi to him and stuff. then i said goodbye to both of those boys. :-( sad sad sad. i'm bummed that i'm like JUST starting to realize how FUN it is to hang out with matt and that i CAN hang out with him one on one! (sorry sandi!!) and now i have to be gone all summer. :-( and i was even sadder after reading sandi's lj about her upcoming birthday partay that i'll be missing. i miss everything. i mean, honestly, i'm SO excited about this summer, but i'm SO scared and just so bummed about missing so much stuff here. but i KNOW that this camp is what i'm supposed to be doing. i just have to stop being a whiney baby about it and just go. i'll be fine. dont worry about me, really. i've been SO blessed lately to have (hopefully) enough good times with the cru in the past few weeks to make it through the summer. and a month and a half isnt that long, right??
this is how it's supposed to be.
this is the beginning of something totally new. who knows who i'll be when i come back from all of this. i want to be changed, for the better. i want to be more like God. i mean, of course i want that every day, but this summer especially. i'd be stupid to not take advantage of this opportunity God has given me to just GROW. and how much FUN it will be when i come back and reunite with all of my friends i'm leaving behind... :-)
save the date: august 4th i turn 19 years old. i'll be in costa rica till the 8th though. remember that too. :-)
this is probably my last entry for awhile.
i'll be back july 17.
dont forget to write.
:-)
technically june 4th since it's after midnight.
today was such an awesome last day at home. i'm truly grateful. i hung out with squirty and we went to the thai place for lunch. then i got my paycheck and did some errands. then i did some stuff at home, blah blah, not intresting.
but what IS interesting is that dennis (my stepdad) up and bought me a digital camera! i was SHOCKED and very thankful. how cool. i feel SOOO spoiled. i'm sorry, i'm really not. but i am really excited though.
THEN i hung out with KIWI!! :-) yayyyyyyyyy! i was so excited! i hadnt seen her since i moved out of the dorm! we went shopping then for ice cream. yay to both.
then i picked up matt g and we went over to hang with the peeps. it ended up being me, matt, geoff, larry, and tim all chillin in the basement and everyone else upstairs. sad, yes, in a way, but fun since they're the ones i know best and will miss most. :-/ but we had such a FREAKING good time. i really will miss them all SO SO MUCH this summer. i am SO thankful that God has placed such awesome people in my life. i love them to pieces.
i drove matt home and it was just a GOOD drive. we chatted and sang and laughed and just enjoyed the night and the AWESOME night sky. then someone pulled up RIGHT next to me and honked and who could it be, but KEVIN FULTON! how fun! he followed us to matt's house and i got to say hi to him and stuff. then i said goodbye to both of those boys. :-( sad sad sad. i'm bummed that i'm like JUST starting to realize how FUN it is to hang out with matt and that i CAN hang out with him one on one! (sorry sandi!!) and now i have to be gone all summer. :-( and i was even sadder after reading sandi's lj about her upcoming birthday partay that i'll be missing. i miss everything. i mean, honestly, i'm SO excited about this summer, but i'm SO scared and just so bummed about missing so much stuff here. but i KNOW that this camp is what i'm supposed to be doing. i just have to stop being a whiney baby about it and just go. i'll be fine. dont worry about me, really. i've been SO blessed lately to have (hopefully) enough good times with the cru in the past few weeks to make it through the summer. and a month and a half isnt that long, right??
this is how it's supposed to be.
this is the beginning of something totally new. who knows who i'll be when i come back from all of this. i want to be changed, for the better. i want to be more like God. i mean, of course i want that every day, but this summer especially. i'd be stupid to not take advantage of this opportunity God has given me to just GROW. and how much FUN it will be when i come back and reunite with all of my friends i'm leaving behind... :-)
save the date: august 4th i turn 19 years old. i'll be in costa rica till the 8th though. remember that too. :-)
this is probably my last entry for awhile.
i'll be back july 17.
dont forget to write.
:-)