it's just...
i'm mad.
okay? i said it. i am.
i got in a fight with rachel and i'm really upset and there's nothing anyone can do about it but for some reason i keep taking it out on everyone else and i'm sorry. i'm sorry i was so mean to you frances, you didnt deserve it. and even now i'm still just really upset so i cant even be nice to you.
i dont want to do anything, but i want to be doing something. everything that comes to mind has gotten vetoed by me. gah. i'm so awful when i'm in a bad mood. it's like there's two people inside of me. one fighting for me to be a good, rational person. the other, just wanting to scream and rant and rave.
and i'm not mad at rachel. i'm mad that we fought. there is a difference.
i'm done. i have nothing left to say. apparently even writing has not helped me tonight. gah. i cant even go to sleep cuz i have to wait to move my car. THAT is another source of anger in itself. cant people learn to park decently... gah.
BIG FAT MAD FACE.
okay? i said it. i am.
i got in a fight with rachel and i'm really upset and there's nothing anyone can do about it but for some reason i keep taking it out on everyone else and i'm sorry. i'm sorry i was so mean to you frances, you didnt deserve it. and even now i'm still just really upset so i cant even be nice to you.
i dont want to do anything, but i want to be doing something. everything that comes to mind has gotten vetoed by me. gah. i'm so awful when i'm in a bad mood. it's like there's two people inside of me. one fighting for me to be a good, rational person. the other, just wanting to scream and rant and rave.
and i'm not mad at rachel. i'm mad that we fought. there is a difference.
i'm done. i have nothing left to say. apparently even writing has not helped me tonight. gah. i cant even go to sleep cuz i have to wait to move my car. THAT is another source of anger in itself. cant people learn to park decently... gah.
BIG FAT MAD FACE.