san diego is

[_heart_factory]

different
depressing
inconvenient

i would move back.
because:
it's nice to feel wanted.
and liked
and be able to talk to friends without feeling like i annoy them,
except:
when i have to tell everyone how thrilled i am to live in San Francisco
and say i'm having the time of my life
and how happy i am
and how much fun i have.
and how i'm not lonely.
or how i'm not a fucking drunk.

I try real, real hard to be a good friend.
but few have ever seemed to try to return the favor
San Francisco is ok. but going back will be hard.