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I really don’t understand Jordan. You know, I’d like to move on from the fact I slept with a guy, and made out with another in the same night. I don’t think it’s right to have your mind set out on who someone is by judging them on probably the only really bad thing they’ve done in their life. I asked Jordan if he even wants to be friends with me. He said he’s not sure. I ask if he even thinks of me as a good person. He just shruged. You know, that really hurt me. But this, this made me want to throw up. I was so frustrated I asked if he only thought of me as some easy whore. Of course he has to say, ”You’re giving my nothing else to think.” I don’t get this. I am not an easy whore. I stopped things with him before it got to involved so he wouldn’t THINK I was a whore. What the fuck. I obviously have done something terribly wrong by stopping things...yeah. I’m such a...uh, loser. I’d like to get to know him better. What happened that one night ment something to me. Not the Ian thing that much, the Jordan thing. But no. Nothing will happen. ‘Cause I’m just some easy whore. Right...
I’m so thankful for my sister. She’s always there for me. I love you so much, Hil <33.
I love Chris. He’s another person always there for me.
Annnd Aaron. haha. That was AWESOME ;D.
Also, Angel. Aw. She’s so nice to me.
I’m so thankful for my sister. She’s always there for me. I love you so much, Hil <33.
I love Chris. He’s another person always there for me.
Annnd Aaron. haha. That was AWESOME ;D.
Also, Angel. Aw. She’s so nice to me.