Sep 28, 2006 16:18
You know how sometimes you get to that point in life when you hit an epiphany that couldn't be any more obvious if you had just stopped and asked yourself "What the fuck are you doing?"
Yeah, just got there.
It took me 19 years but I'm finally taking control of my life as if it were second nature. Instead of forcing myself to do so.
I'm eating healthier and going to the gym because it's good for me, not so that I can look like Nicole Richie. I'm doing better in school not because I want to get my mom off my back but because I need to if I want a good career. And I've stopped half-assing at work so that I can get promoted, make more money, and move out. Not because I don't want to look lazy.
I say this every year, but I'm going to go ahead and say it again: I can't wait for Halloween.
This year is going to be the best yet.
I've got my St. Paulie Girl costume, my best friends, and a crapload of parties to hop.
It's gonna be hot.
I love my friends, I love my coworkers, and I love my cat.
The End.
p.s. I've decided there's really no point in having a friends-only journal since theres really nobody out there that I would want to hide my journal from. So from now on, The World According to Hayley will be viewable by all. And for your reading pleasure, I've decided to give you my last 3 or 4 entries since I rarely update anymore.