evan meaney makes everything better
i talked to marsha last night and she had news for me that i didn't think would upset me as much as it did. i cried for a while after getting off the phone with her and wondered how and when i had lost such an old and dear friend.
i had been missing my friends a lot lately and this seemed to cement my fears. i started wondering who i would lose next. whose life i would just drop out of.
i think it is going to be okay though. i made a call i was not sure that i could make. and perhaps things will get better. we shall see.
i spoke to evan after that because i had not talked to him in a while. its amazing how much better i feel after i talk to him when i am upset. i miss him a lot, but im just really glad he is in my life at all. plus i was having problems getting ripped files to work in final cut so i could edit them for the wilhelm movie, and he suggested a program that fixed all the problems and i am on my way now. it is pretty awesome. i am excited that after years of working on this idea i am finally editing it together.
i had been missing my friends a lot lately and this seemed to cement my fears. i started wondering who i would lose next. whose life i would just drop out of.
i think it is going to be okay though. i made a call i was not sure that i could make. and perhaps things will get better. we shall see.
i spoke to evan after that because i had not talked to him in a while. its amazing how much better i feel after i talk to him when i am upset. i miss him a lot, but im just really glad he is in my life at all. plus i was having problems getting ripped files to work in final cut so i could edit them for the wilhelm movie, and he suggested a program that fixed all the problems and i am on my way now. it is pretty awesome. i am excited that after years of working on this idea i am finally editing it together.