Oct 12, 2006 22:34
So I'm a senior, but when the fuck did that happen?
-School has been good for the most part. Hectic, but good. I like all my classes and teachers, which is a big improvement from last year.
-I'm finally not sick anymore, so people aren't constantly asking me if I'm dying. A complete stranger actually said to me: "Are you choking little white girl? Do you need some water?"
-The SATs are going to kick my ass all over again on Saturday.
-You can work so hard to try to change something, but if your heart isn't in it, it doesn't really matter. My friends have been telling me to do something for such a long time, and I agree with them about it, but I can never bring myself to do it. (Could I be any more vague?)
-I've realized that sometimes no matter how much time you put between you and your past, some wounds never heal.
Despite all the stress, my social life has remained busy and always entertaining thanks to my friends. DDSNJ (our boys) and HISMAL, there are no words.