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well i am glad that the rain has stopped..
but then again we did need it and we deffinitaly need more!!!
well i dont want to start this off being all sad and shit because all in all i am good.. eventhough after 2 years me and ethan are DONE... no more.. please dont say sorry.. because i am ok.. although it took 2 years i realized he needs to be 24 and i need someone who is going to treat me like i fucking matter.. someone who is willing to change there day to day, to spend time with me!! gah.. but you know what im glad i figured it out.. any who lilli is good i cant believe that in 6 months she is going to be 3 ahh i feel as if time is flying by.. this summer i plan on going back to school and i am excited.. ya i know weird.. but eh people change.. :).. i still live at moms house.. if there was a smiley with a gun to his head i would have entered it here.. lol i love her to death.. but at 20 i didnt really plan on sharing a room with my 15 year old sister.. ya know.. but eh i guess that is enough catching up for now.. how is everybody?
but then again we did need it and we deffinitaly need more!!!
well i dont want to start this off being all sad and shit because all in all i am good.. eventhough after 2 years me and ethan are DONE... no more.. please dont say sorry.. because i am ok.. although it took 2 years i realized he needs to be 24 and i need someone who is going to treat me like i fucking matter.. someone who is willing to change there day to day, to spend time with me!! gah.. but you know what im glad i figured it out.. any who lilli is good i cant believe that in 6 months she is going to be 3 ahh i feel as if time is flying by.. this summer i plan on going back to school and i am excited.. ya i know weird.. but eh people change.. :).. i still live at moms house.. if there was a smiley with a gun to his head i would have entered it here.. lol i love her to death.. but at 20 i didnt really plan on sharing a room with my 15 year old sister.. ya know.. but eh i guess that is enough catching up for now.. how is everybody?