Bah!
I'm so pissed at my computer right now. It caused me to loose an hours worth of hard work so I punched it, and that caused a glass less than half full glass of mil to spill onto my keyboard and now that's messed up, but hopefully after I let it dry off for about a week and I pop off the keys and clean it to get it working right again. On my dad's computer now, and I don't think I'll really be online at all for a while untill I either get my keyboard working again or end up having to get a new one.
After I stopped being pissed at my computer and wanting to destroy it, as much, I got thinking. It has been years since I've gotten that upset about anything, even longer since actually lashing out in anger, and I reflected back on how I've been getting acceptionally agry over things more and more lately. Then I thought on what has been pissing me off the most ltely and that's being in this town and how stressed I am about getting up enough money to fix what needs fixing on my car to get it to Michigan, and having enough money after that to move there. There's also the fact that when ever I think about living in this city it pisses me off. There's other things that upset me, but for the most part it's this city, and I need to get away from it.
I won't be comming back to this damned city unless I need to other than the occasional (every 2-3 months) weekend only visit to continue keeping in touch with family and the friends still here.
Man I need to et out of this town.
After I stopped being pissed at my computer and wanting to destroy it, as much, I got thinking. It has been years since I've gotten that upset about anything, even longer since actually lashing out in anger, and I reflected back on how I've been getting acceptionally agry over things more and more lately. Then I thought on what has been pissing me off the most ltely and that's being in this town and how stressed I am about getting up enough money to fix what needs fixing on my car to get it to Michigan, and having enough money after that to move there. There's also the fact that when ever I think about living in this city it pisses me off. There's other things that upset me, but for the most part it's this city, and I need to get away from it.
I won't be comming back to this damned city unless I need to other than the occasional (every 2-3 months) weekend only visit to continue keeping in touch with family and the friends still here.
Man I need to et out of this town.