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i'm beginning to get scared because staring at the stars is not affecting me as much as it used to. The past few times i've star-gazed ....were fun....but it felt like something was missing. i didnt get that open, exposed, insignificant feeling like i used to. you know..the one where you can feel how the universe is huge and you feel like less than a speck in comparison... There were too many distractions i suppose, to allow me to really enjoy the stars, but these days i guess i am allowing myself to get distracted. this is not good. not good atall