Jan 11, 2005 00:30
Dude. I so can’t believe that stupid ass bitch Eve. I’m like so pouting right now it’s not funny, and damnit I was having fun teasing Spike in the copy room.
But nooooo that stupid ass short know it all had to walk in and interrupt us. Then Spike went and disappeared on me too! I swear, I’ll live…er…un-live till I’m 200 or more and I’ll never get a damn chance to get back at Spike for everything. I so want to get his bleach blond - but cute - ass back for all the shit he did.
I mean Helllllllooo! he tried to stake me once! I still have a little hole in my heart from it. It used to be occupied by my blondie bear.
Fuck it to hell.
Yes, I still care. I still fuckin’ care. Deal ok. I might be a soulless vampire but I still care what happens to him and I’m worried that he’s still all ghosty and I’ve heard around the office that he’s fading and becoming less and less here.
Someone needs to explain to me how much less he can be here if he’s not even solid…
Damnit I hate these stupid human-like feelings! I really need to feed; I need human blood to get rid of these domestic thoughts and shit. God I hate it.
God. Hmm. Now that I’m like undead and stuff do I believe in him anymore?