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today*
1-science- went to choir concert..it was fun i danced with mindi :) lol love u
2-math-finished my l.a. homework
3-l.a.-test on our book
lunch- badddddddd
4- french talked to lanna bee <333
5-s.s.- talked to natalie <333
6-aide- went to kolos room and talked to rana about stufff....love u muffinnn
7- musical theatre talked to shaun anita rana and natalie <33 then everyone was tickling me and picking me up and bothering me grrrrr
okay so i know alot of people now how its like to be left out and stuff and i wanna say sorry to any of the people who thinks i left them out because i kno i have b4 but i never did it to hurt yur feelings. but i know how it feels now and it hurts really bad. ecspecially when its yur best friends. like it used to be us 3 and stuff now its like yu 2 and im just there. ive been noticing it for a while but i never knew it would lead to this. im practically sitting here watching yu guys go. when i just thought this would never happen. and wow it really hurts. and its not all my fault for not saying anything bc yu guys like no me the best and i thought yu could tell but its like ill try to say something and one of yu will just like interupt me and act like im not there. yu guys used to tell me everything and the only time yu guys coem to me is when yu guys r having a problem with each other. and when we are all hanging out WOW THATS THE WORSTT i feel completly invisible. it hurt me so much to the point where i dont wanna hang out with yu guys at the same time. and i didnt want yu guys being more then friends because i knew this would happen and then after yu guys broke up everything would be messed up. but i never wanted to get in between yu guys. so im not. but i just wish yu guys would see how much love i have for both of yu and i would die without yu guys. bur this stuff like this kills me. when ever i see yu guys together or think about it i cry. so im going cus i cant talk about this anymore....
tomorrow im supposed to go to buffalo but shayna cant go anymore and i duno if i should go or i should stay home...w.e...call me 910*4361
1-science- went to choir concert..it was fun i danced with mindi :) lol love u
2-math-finished my l.a. homework
3-l.a.-test on our book
lunch- badddddddd
4- french talked to lanna bee <333
5-s.s.- talked to natalie <333
6-aide- went to kolos room and talked to rana about stufff....love u muffinnn
7- musical theatre talked to shaun anita rana and natalie <33 then everyone was tickling me and picking me up and bothering me grrrrr
okay so i know alot of people now how its like to be left out and stuff and i wanna say sorry to any of the people who thinks i left them out because i kno i have b4 but i never did it to hurt yur feelings. but i know how it feels now and it hurts really bad. ecspecially when its yur best friends. like it used to be us 3 and stuff now its like yu 2 and im just there. ive been noticing it for a while but i never knew it would lead to this. im practically sitting here watching yu guys go. when i just thought this would never happen. and wow it really hurts. and its not all my fault for not saying anything bc yu guys like no me the best and i thought yu could tell but its like ill try to say something and one of yu will just like interupt me and act like im not there. yu guys used to tell me everything and the only time yu guys coem to me is when yu guys r having a problem with each other. and when we are all hanging out WOW THATS THE WORSTT i feel completly invisible. it hurt me so much to the point where i dont wanna hang out with yu guys at the same time. and i didnt want yu guys being more then friends because i knew this would happen and then after yu guys broke up everything would be messed up. but i never wanted to get in between yu guys. so im not. but i just wish yu guys would see how much love i have for both of yu and i would die without yu guys. bur this stuff like this kills me. when ever i see yu guys together or think about it i cry. so im going cus i cant talk about this anymore....
tomorrow im supposed to go to buffalo but shayna cant go anymore and i duno if i should go or i should stay home...w.e...call me 910*4361