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Jan 02, 2005 19:36

ok last night was so funny and bad at the same time. i wanted to go out and my grandma thought i was just gunna leave so she came home from her movie and amy was on the phone with me the whole time she was about to pee her pants i must add. i have never seen myself act this way like i told my grandma was gunna run away and she said no and i went to her face and said yes yes yes yes yes and then she was on the fone with my dad telling on me and if u have been to my house the top stairs there is like that belcony and i was yelling i have issues and problems no 1 loves me and my grandpawas like wat is wrong with u and i go everything and i was crying and laughing and then i go im running away im a rebel and i started like evil laughing and then my dad said i was grounded but im not and then i got in a fite with him on the fone and i told him how i felt and then he started laughing and asked if i was done and if my sister is gunna post our family business on here i might as well too becus maybe if i act like her and go to canada and get my lip peirced i wont get in truble for gay things huh sam maybe u think or u prolly think im to busy sucking 10 grade dick ooo yaaa sam u got me and maybe im also to busy getting rapped my ali?? hmm maybe uhmm ok noo and i glad u find this funny cus wen u grow up u will relize how ur the brat u say i tell on u dad already knew but u told him about the high skool party ok i was there but i wasnt doing nething i wasnt even hanging out with the highskool kids ok wut a 9th grader wow im bad nowwww and go ahead and tell dad bc i dont give a fuck wut he says cus if he wont take wut i have to say into consideration why shuld i care wut he says and my dad says i cant live there cus he cant trust me home alone yah its not like im gunna have a party cus my sister already is and she wuld just tell on me and let her friends have sex IN MY FUCKING BED HOW GROSS sam i always cover up for u when trevor was over and shit and then u say i tell on u dad already knew about everything and now he tells me i can live there if i want he will just quit his job and watch us all the time why the fuck wuld i wana live with u guys sam one minite u want me in ur room yahh so i can clean it then the next minite ur asking me why im still there then u guys both get mad at me bc im not taking care of the puppies well i go over there but u guys both get anoyed wen i dont even talk to u and u get mad at me bc i use ur computer well maybe if dad got off the fucking couch and got my computer to work or if u came over to grandmas and got that virus thing out of ur closet for him then i wuldnt have to but ur too busy going to canada and getting ur body peirced. u just dont no how it feels sam so b4 u go and call me gay and shit atleast try to feel how i do. do you know how it feels to not be wanted by ur mom or dad bc they cant trust u wen ur home do u kno how it feels to have grandma call ur friends parents bc they dont trust u wen u tell them they r home no u dont. do u kno how it feels to fucking cut ur self bc of ur own fucking family AND IF U READING THIS AND U DIDNT KNO I DID WELL NOW U DO AND TELL ON ME BC I DONT GIVE A FUCK BC I DO NEED HELP LISTEN TO ME I HAVE PROBLEMS AND U WANNA KNO WHY ITS BC OF MY FUCKING MESSED UP FAMILY. BUT I REALIZED ITS GAY TO CUT OVER THEM SO I STOPPED BUT TO KNOW THEY MADE ME DO IT B4 IS SAD.

if nebody wants to adopt me leave a comment :) im desperate to leave lol
tonite i went to dinner with amy and amanda it was very fun. corrie we were sad u culdnt come and we missed u :'( school is tomorrow. im glad to get out of this house.
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