((sighhh)))
today i went to missy's with alanna...it was so fun on the bus having a special conversation..then we ate and alanna spit out the noodles and it was sooo funny and then she gave me a massage and just randomly started tickling my sides and im so ticklish there and she was sitting on my arms so i culdnt move and it hurt lol but ya shes so cute then we went online and then i left and had an ortho and i got rubber bands and my mouth kills so if u call me i prolly wont talk to u bc it hurts so bad...
i havent felt my self recently. wensday i meet my therapist sumthing ive been waiting for, for a long time. i cant explain how im feeling...confused...lost...misplaced. i just dont know. saturday i went to maxs with amy and corrie and met josh jimmy and stuff devin and d.. came to then we slept at corries ;) ha. lol then we went to my house and i got in this huge fite with my mom then grandma then dad and i just really culdnt like breathe so i like ran outside with them and i really wanted to leave but i didnt kno where to go so i calmed down and went back inside. then they went home i went to alex's and we did our project. then i came home got ready my power was out so i went to missys finished getting ready and then her dad had this major coughing attack and he threw up and ew so my grandma took us to danas and we went trick or treating and i saw dharez lance francis pelle travise and a bunch of people then we chilled at scotts then danas and i left.
my mouth hurts. my head is pounding. im really dizzy. my cramps are back from when i had to go to the hospital. everythings just not going my way. all my friends are finding their little crushes and its cute, but im jealous. i thought i had that special sum1 but i was wrong. like sissy said we shuld become lesbians bc the boy thing doesnt work. lol. oo how i wish i culd move to florida right now. i go there in like 57 days and i dont think u get how excited i am. to see kayla the most but the warm weather. the hott tan boys. to get away from everything and everyone. i want to have fun. to act like a child. but when i do sumthing goes wrong and my family dissaproves of me more and more. oo boy, where culd i go wrong now?
sorry if im been a bitch or w.e. im just not myself right now...
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i havent felt my self recently. wensday i meet my therapist sumthing ive been waiting for, for a long time. i cant explain how im feeling...confused...lost...misplaced. i just dont know. saturday i went to maxs with amy and corrie and met josh jimmy and stuff devin and d.. came to then we slept at corries ;) ha. lol then we went to my house and i got in this huge fite with my mom then grandma then dad and i just really culdnt like breathe so i like ran outside with them and i really wanted to leave but i didnt kno where to go so i calmed down and went back inside. then they went home i went to alex's and we did our project. then i came home got ready my power was out so i went to missys finished getting ready and then her dad had this major coughing attack and he threw up and ew so my grandma took us to danas and we went trick or treating and i saw dharez lance francis pelle travise and a bunch of people then we chilled at scotts then danas and i left.
my mouth hurts. my head is pounding. im really dizzy. my cramps are back from when i had to go to the hospital. everythings just not going my way. all my friends are finding their little crushes and its cute, but im jealous. i thought i had that special sum1 but i was wrong. like sissy said we shuld become lesbians bc the boy thing doesnt work. lol. oo how i wish i culd move to florida right now. i go there in like 57 days and i dont think u get how excited i am. to see kayla the most but the warm weather. the hott tan boys. to get away from everything and everyone. i want to have fun. to act like a child. but when i do sumthing goes wrong and my family dissaproves of me more and more. oo boy, where culd i go wrong now?
sorry if im been a bitch or w.e. im just not myself right now...
comment if yew <33 me!!!