tied up
Wow, i'm surprised livejournal is still up and running with myspace and facebook running the show nowadays...anyways, this is still the only place that has a badass "blogging" system.
A lot has changed since I last posted, to start I am now pregnant, with William the guy i've been with for almost 2 years, I'm excited, the only part thats turning me off is the morning sickness, I hate throwing up, or even just feeling like I need to. Another thing thats changed is my job that i've had since 2005 aka Sonny's BBQ, has closed down for good, I miss that place as terrible as it was. The owner was a cheap drunken asshole. Now I can't even find a job, without it being temporary, I can only collect unemployment for so long.
I can't believe that Obama won the election, now everything is going to be worse than what it was. Don't try and tell me otherwise, I've heard everything from A to Z and I really don't care for the guy. I'm just hoping for the best for me and my soon to be baby(as well as William, don't get me wrong.)
Ever since I woke up this morning i've felt like shit, emotionally and physically. But I guess thats a part of the pregnancy. I just want to cry, or fucking punch something, I can't talk to William about it because he's always playing his video games, or he's at work, orrr sleeping, so I guess thats why they have online journals. My only way of venting is cleaning, as much as I hate it.
I've been having crazy ass dreams of people wanting to harm me, either stabbing, running me over with a car, or just cursing me out for no fucking reason. I don't think i've ever wished harm on anyone, unless its someone I truly hate. A good nights sleep has been hard to come by lately, and I don't think i'll get it anytime soon.
Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment and I hope it's all good news...until then, I don't know what I'm going to do.
A lot has changed since I last posted, to start I am now pregnant, with William the guy i've been with for almost 2 years, I'm excited, the only part thats turning me off is the morning sickness, I hate throwing up, or even just feeling like I need to. Another thing thats changed is my job that i've had since 2005 aka Sonny's BBQ, has closed down for good, I miss that place as terrible as it was. The owner was a cheap drunken asshole. Now I can't even find a job, without it being temporary, I can only collect unemployment for so long.
I can't believe that Obama won the election, now everything is going to be worse than what it was. Don't try and tell me otherwise, I've heard everything from A to Z and I really don't care for the guy. I'm just hoping for the best for me and my soon to be baby(as well as William, don't get me wrong.)
Ever since I woke up this morning i've felt like shit, emotionally and physically. But I guess thats a part of the pregnancy. I just want to cry, or fucking punch something, I can't talk to William about it because he's always playing his video games, or he's at work, orrr sleeping, so I guess thats why they have online journals. My only way of venting is cleaning, as much as I hate it.
I've been having crazy ass dreams of people wanting to harm me, either stabbing, running me over with a car, or just cursing me out for no fucking reason. I don't think i've ever wished harm on anyone, unless its someone I truly hate. A good nights sleep has been hard to come by lately, and I don't think i'll get it anytime soon.
Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment and I hope it's all good news...until then, I don't know what I'm going to do.