Jan 01, 2006 00:07
I don't like human holidays...they make no sence...what makes this the first day of a new year? Its so confusing. But anywho, this is the first of this kind of holiday me, Mamon and Gutterbear have celebrated together.
Gut will be leaving me soon to go to Australia...I'll miss him terribly, but I know Kuja will take good care of him for me....but now I'll truelly be alone...My birthday is this month...the twenty something or something like that...*shrug* No big deal...I could care less really...just marks my first year alone...how many more will it take before I have arms to curl in everynight for the rest of my existance?
I'll be expecting a letter from Mother for my birthday...as she's done every year since I've been away from home....I wonder what she'll say this time...*sigh*
I wonder if it will be the same thing as always...come home, we miss yo-*is cute off suddenly. Struggling can be hear before it fall quiet.*
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*static*