Mar 08, 2004 20:27
lately I've noticed that I have been acting more stupid than usual. and I'm pretty sure I know why.
and I fucking told myself I wouldnt go out of my way today or look and I did.
life's a fucker sometimes.
I'm sick. I feel like complete shit, my throat is sore, and my nose is clogged and I'm coughing. it isnt a very pleasent feeling.
today is my mom's birthday and I havent gotten her a present yet. I was going to go tomorow but now I'm sick.
I had this strange feeling of loneliness come over me today which is unusual for me. i mean, im cassandra - i don't need any of that extra stuff. all i need is me. eh - at least that's what i keep telling myself.
I dont know. I dont know anything anymore.
things change in such a small amount of time it's insane.
bah.
oh yeah. according to my mother i am ignorant and extremely rascist toward hispanics. wtf? I'm not rascist at all. we only refer to them (group of bilingual kids) as "parce's" because they say that all friggn day! not because they are spanish. if they said the word fluffy all day I'd call them fluffy! but they say parce, so that's what they shall be called.
ay dios mio.
I'm going to face one of my fears and get my hair cut. only 2-4 inches but ehh. it's just too long and im too lazy to comb in it the morning so I usually dont. ha
ahh I need to go shopping. the inner capitalist cassandra is coming out. I need a jean jacket, and I need new sneakers and all these other things. too bad i have no money.
my mom gave us 25 dollars each yesterday and took it back!
I'll stop this now. I dont even know why I updated. I dont really have anything to say but my fingers feel like pushing all these little buttons.
p.s. the reverend = hottness.
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