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I didnt do it. I'll do it tomorow...maybe.
today was boring. erase that today was retarded.
days can be retarded my friend.
it wasnt bad or good, just one of those days where you kind of were there. days like this are a waste of time. a day should either be wonderful or horrible. no in between.
so this is going to be a long week i can already tell. im also sure im to get grounded somehow or someway. it's been to long since my last grounding. and my mom's already started to threaten about punishing me because the house isnt clean.
fucking bitch why dont you clean the house for once.
ok thats out. actually my mom and i havent been on each other's bad side for awhile. im just trying to do what she say's and get out of the house/out of her way as much as i can. that way she'll have no reason to send a punishment towards my way and ill have no reason to start hating myself.
we had an assembly today. our school is offering tap dance lessons free of charge. and this was just an oh so wonderful way to recruit people to tap! hella!
yeah right. im pretty sure guys are afraid of tap after watching all those pretty little boys and beer bellied old man, dancing like a fairy, singing like a girl and patting each other on the back.
its a test to myself. its a gift to myself. its to prove to myself i am the only one i need.
tomorow = fun with eyes and fun with fire.
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. who are your best friends?: they know who they are.
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: definitely not.
3. do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no.
4. do you have a crush?: maybe, maybe not.
5. do you find anyone in your school attractive: yeah.
6. longest relationship?: 0 months.
7. how many actual relationships have you been in?: none.
8. do you indulge in random hook-ups?: oh yeah you know me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. given someone a bath? my dog.
2. smoked?: most likely not not.
3. bungee jumped?: no.
4. made yourself throw up?: definitely not.
5. skinny dipped?: negative.
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: definitely.
7. cried when someone died?: no.
8. fallen for your best friend?: nope.
9. rejected someone?: quite possibly.
10. used someone?: definitely not.
11. been used?: who knows.
CURRENT:
1. hair: 2 ponytails.
2. music: the agony scene - "the damned".
3. make-up: black eyeliner.
4. annoyance: everything.
5. scent: cant smell.
6. favorite artist: what kind of artist? salvador dali.
7. favorite group: afi, the agony scene, a7x.
8. desktop picture: himsa.
9. book you're reading: dr. seus.
10. cd in player: the agony scene.
11. dvd in player: i dont know.
12. color of toenails: their natural color.
OPPOSITE SEX:
1. turn ons: nice eyes, tightish pants, skinny, not too tall, ha ha. nice personality. stuff.
2. turn offs: cockyness, jockyness, immaturity.
3. what kinda hair style?: whatever as long as its not too short.
4. where do you go to meet new people?: out of the house.
5. are you the type of person to holler and ask for numbers?: holler? ha ha. but no.
MISCELANEOUS:
1. can you swim?: definitely not.
2. whats under your bed?: its not possible to have anything under my bed.
3. what are you scared of?: drowning. THE BOOGIE MAN.
4. what is your greatest accomplishment?: i dont know.
5. what kinda roof is over your head?: a cardboard box.
6. how many TVs in the house?: three.
7. how many phones?: two?
8. how many residents?: mom. javier. me. sister. cat.
9. last dentist visit: whoa. a while ago.
10. last doctor visit: 1 or 2 months ago.
today was boring. erase that today was retarded.
days can be retarded my friend.
it wasnt bad or good, just one of those days where you kind of were there. days like this are a waste of time. a day should either be wonderful or horrible. no in between.
so this is going to be a long week i can already tell. im also sure im to get grounded somehow or someway. it's been to long since my last grounding. and my mom's already started to threaten about punishing me because the house isnt clean.
fucking bitch why dont you clean the house for once.
ok thats out. actually my mom and i havent been on each other's bad side for awhile. im just trying to do what she say's and get out of the house/out of her way as much as i can. that way she'll have no reason to send a punishment towards my way and ill have no reason to start hating myself.
we had an assembly today. our school is offering tap dance lessons free of charge. and this was just an oh so wonderful way to recruit people to tap! hella!
yeah right. im pretty sure guys are afraid of tap after watching all those pretty little boys and beer bellied old man, dancing like a fairy, singing like a girl and patting each other on the back.
its a test to myself. its a gift to myself. its to prove to myself i am the only one i need.
tomorow = fun with eyes and fun with fire.
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. who are your best friends?: they know who they are.
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: definitely not.
3. do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no.
4. do you have a crush?: maybe, maybe not.
5. do you find anyone in your school attractive: yeah.
6. longest relationship?: 0 months.
7. how many actual relationships have you been in?: none.
8. do you indulge in random hook-ups?: oh yeah you know me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. given someone a bath? my dog.
2. smoked?: most likely not not.
3. bungee jumped?: no.
4. made yourself throw up?: definitely not.
5. skinny dipped?: negative.
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: definitely.
7. cried when someone died?: no.
8. fallen for your best friend?: nope.
9. rejected someone?: quite possibly.
10. used someone?: definitely not.
11. been used?: who knows.
CURRENT:
1. hair: 2 ponytails.
2. music: the agony scene - "the damned".
3. make-up: black eyeliner.
4. annoyance: everything.
5. scent: cant smell.
6. favorite artist: what kind of artist? salvador dali.
7. favorite group: afi, the agony scene, a7x.
8. desktop picture: himsa.
9. book you're reading: dr. seus.
10. cd in player: the agony scene.
11. dvd in player: i dont know.
12. color of toenails: their natural color.
OPPOSITE SEX:
1. turn ons: nice eyes, tightish pants, skinny, not too tall, ha ha. nice personality. stuff.
2. turn offs: cockyness, jockyness, immaturity.
3. what kinda hair style?: whatever as long as its not too short.
4. where do you go to meet new people?: out of the house.
5. are you the type of person to holler and ask for numbers?: holler? ha ha. but no.
MISCELANEOUS:
1. can you swim?: definitely not.
2. whats under your bed?: its not possible to have anything under my bed.
3. what are you scared of?: drowning. THE BOOGIE MAN.
4. what is your greatest accomplishment?: i dont know.
5. what kinda roof is over your head?: a cardboard box.
6. how many TVs in the house?: three.
7. how many phones?: two?
8. how many residents?: mom. javier. me. sister. cat.
9. last dentist visit: whoa. a while ago.
10. last doctor visit: 1 or 2 months ago.