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I'm crying because i miss him. i miss him so fucking much. God, God this pain hurts. everything reminds me of him: the cafeteria, the street across me, the room i'm sitting in right now...my computer..the picture on the wall...I just miss him so much. My heart hurts...
I know i'll be going to croatia in 4months...seeing him there at the airport will be THE happiest moment of my life, but right now that moment seems so far away. And he can't talk to much now because he's skying and the phone doesn't work there and the interenet is far away ....i just miss him. I want him back..i want these 4moths to just speed away...just fly away...just please..like, let me sleep them off.
classes start tomorrow, and i'm happy. They will help keep my mind off of missing him...they will divert my attention away from the lack of having my love hug me every night and kiss me when we go to sleep. please, please ..... i miss him...my Petar..my bear..my love.
i have to keep myself busy..
I know i'll be going to croatia in 4months...seeing him there at the airport will be THE happiest moment of my life, but right now that moment seems so far away. And he can't talk to much now because he's skying and the phone doesn't work there and the interenet is far away ....i just miss him. I want him back..i want these 4moths to just speed away...just fly away...just please..like, let me sleep them off.
classes start tomorrow, and i'm happy. They will help keep my mind off of missing him...they will divert my attention away from the lack of having my love hug me every night and kiss me when we go to sleep. please, please ..... i miss him...my Petar..my bear..my love.
i have to keep myself busy..