Should I stay or should I go?
It's 5pm now and really I'm wondering if I should head into work tonight. I'm technically scheduled off, but I know I'll be despiratly needed as we try to tackle 3 trailers and set up for the big sale the weekend. Then I wonder why I even care and want to give so much to a company and boss who undervalues and underappriciates me. Then I realise I don't really know any other way. Then I wonder if I should go to work tonight. Man, this sucks, I'm gonna feel guilty whatever I do.
The funny part is I'm also the only guy who knows where alot of our anniversary flyer merchandise is...
But the Clash song isn't just appropriate to tonight's plans either. Before recently I really enjoyed my job, now though I'm really starting to hate it, and I said once that happened I'd get out. Ah, but get out to what is the rub. That unemploment uncertainty is what I fear. I could take a demotion and become a department manager, it would be a day job at least. I could bite the bullet and head to Houston, but who wants to work in oil and gas? I should just join the navy, or the US army, I hear they're looking for people.
Arg, fuck, I can't wait to retire.
The funny part is I'm also the only guy who knows where alot of our anniversary flyer merchandise is...
But the Clash song isn't just appropriate to tonight's plans either. Before recently I really enjoyed my job, now though I'm really starting to hate it, and I said once that happened I'd get out. Ah, but get out to what is the rub. That unemploment uncertainty is what I fear. I could take a demotion and become a department manager, it would be a day job at least. I could bite the bullet and head to Houston, but who wants to work in oil and gas? I should just join the navy, or the US army, I hear they're looking for people.
Arg, fuck, I can't wait to retire.