I've just been thinking.
These days I can't help but think about way too many things. Mostly things that don't even matter for the most part, and that I can't change either. Like things that are in the past. It's so completely pointless to think about the what ifs...and I can't stop doing it. Why question things that are already good? It human nature I guess. Things around us are good, and yet we feel the need to question if it would be better elsewhere.
I actually feel like I'm going insane. In Bio I couldn't, for the life of me, write anything down. Every single word that I tried to write turned out to have the letters all mixed around. And I'd try so hard just to spell words correctly and it just wasn't happening. Then afterschool, I managed to freak myself out. It was like closer to 7 in the evening and there weren't very many people left in the school at all. And I was convinced that I was either going to die because of random murderer(who would soon show up)or I'd faint. I was so incredibly scared, and the part that bothered me the most was that it was like I was actually scared about something real. Something I can't control.
I actually feel like I'm going insane. In Bio I couldn't, for the life of me, write anything down. Every single word that I tried to write turned out to have the letters all mixed around. And I'd try so hard just to spell words correctly and it just wasn't happening. Then afterschool, I managed to freak myself out. It was like closer to 7 in the evening and there weren't very many people left in the school at all. And I was convinced that I was either going to die because of random murderer(who would soon show up)or I'd faint. I was so incredibly scared, and the part that bothered me the most was that it was like I was actually scared about something real. Something I can't control.