_random thoughts #12826039.1
hmm! right now I feel very distant from everything. from dallas, my friends, my family, and just my life. I've been doing alot of things out of the norm. I'm ready to go to college, one more week (well actually 5 more days) I can remember when I had 52 and now it's down to 5. I cannot believe but I guess I have to come to that reality. yesterday, my friend had a good-bye party, and I wasn't even sad. didn't want to cry but wanted to shoot the duece. I had a horrible time, normally I enjoy myself everywhere I go but I wasn't myself there. I'm coping with the fact of losing them until later. I know/strongly hope we will continue to be friends during college but it won't be that everyday talk or every weekend we are going out together. I'm ready to see these new faces but don't want to leave the old ones.
I guess I'll start pulling out all my stuff out of the closet and garage to get readuy for school. I decided not to get two-strands twist and just get a nice natural hair style, that should last. I won't to die my hair but I don't know what color or what my mom would say/think, so when my twist grow out it'll be died tips at the end. I like those.
my bestMALEfriend is gone off to school. I miss him already, Sunday is our day to hang out and go club'n. go to the mall, chill, eat, shake our monkeys and come home. I probably won't see him until like September but for sure in October.
today was my last day at work. I'm going to miss those people but hopefully I'll see them during Christmas time. I really don't want to work on the Winter Break because I know the mall is going to be jacked up and I'm not getting paid enough to bust my butt like that.
some many thoughts I can type all night but I must stop. excuse this entry, my thoughts/views are all over the place...
I guess I'll start pulling out all my stuff out of the closet and garage to get readuy for school. I decided not to get two-strands twist and just get a nice natural hair style, that should last. I won't to die my hair but I don't know what color or what my mom would say/think, so when my twist grow out it'll be died tips at the end. I like those.
my bestMALEfriend is gone off to school. I miss him already, Sunday is our day to hang out and go club'n. go to the mall, chill, eat, shake our monkeys and come home. I probably won't see him until like September but for sure in October.
today was my last day at work. I'm going to miss those people but hopefully I'll see them during Christmas time. I really don't want to work on the Winter Break because I know the mall is going to be jacked up and I'm not getting paid enough to bust my butt like that.
some many thoughts I can type all night but I must stop. excuse this entry, my thoughts/views are all over the place...