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[_guttershark]

So, I've wrestled with the conclusion that I am in a very deep hole I've dug myself into. The more I claw at the surface the deeper it gets. My shoveling is useless. I tell myself Im stronger than I am, and Im washed over by waves of self-cynicism.
...Alright, alright. Im here, and Im stuck. Now how do I get the fuck out of it?