Jun 23, 2009 02:04
God, Kierkegaard makes things easier.
I.R!
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guilt I shouldnt really be feeling,
longings I should be ignoring (and yet I revolt)
electricities I shouldn't be seeking, but damn did it feel right.
vices, vices, vices.
I tied myself to this bed, and so I guess I better sit back and let the reels do their magic.
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With all of the stupid notions and concepts I let run through my skull, I consider it a miracle in itself im not a drunk, an athiest, or a goddamned robot.
Instead, im a religious existentialist cynic with a giant heart for God
and with hands extended skyward and my mind on the narrower gate,
in those intimate moments, I find my peace, I find Christ,
..And God, am I in love.