when will you see, its not so easy for me.

[_guns_for_lipsx]

i thought that this would make me happy.
right,
like id ever acheive that.
im so lonley and bored.
i have to come back to lj.
so my life has been ehh lately.
im not looking foward to summer
and im pretty lonley.
hah
but im ok.
im pretty much stupid,
i dont know why i let ridiculous people walk all over me
and use me
just make me feel stupid.
i love them.
but im done with mind games.
so this is goodbye agian.