helloo world.
Sooo I feel like shit and my stye monster is back on my left eye. Mieeeeeeh. I should be cleaning and doing my hw because I have hella tests coming up this week but I promised myself I'd be productive starting at 2:45. Hahaha. The time is now 2:23 and I'm here writing in this shit that I never write in anymore. Anywayssssss.
Life's been pretty damn hectic lately. I'm hella busy all of a sudden and I don't have a lot of free time. I got school, work, PASA Core, my AKO sistaaaars and my fam to keep me busy. Every day there's something new and exciting or stressful or whatever to deal with. My life feels so different now tho. Last year, all I wanted to do was go out and have fun and drink and not give a fuck because it was my freshman year. But this year, I feel like all of that just isn't me anymore. Idk. Maybe I'm just over all of that. Don't get me wrong, I still love to have fun and play and shit but it's not the same as before. I guess past experiences made me see shit differently and helped me to be more responsible with my life.
I love my East Bay fam and my sistars and all my friends now, but I miss my girls. My best especially =( I haven't seen even one of them in hella long and I am starting to have major withdrawls lol. It's k though because I know that they're always gna be there no matter what. We still shit on bitches, no matter how long we go without seeing or talking to each other =)
Basically, my life is slooooowly starting to get on the right track again and I'm happy and proud of myself for getting this far. I feeeel like something is missing though, and I think I need some cupcakes no fillin or maybe extra fillin. Hahahahaha.