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on monday i got attacked on the subway
this man grabbed my face
and when i pushed him off me
he threw his entire body weight onto my lap
to keep me from standing
while he was doing this i was screaming for help
i could see two subway drivers standing in front of me
they weren't even looking at what was going on
finally i pushed the man off
and ran to the end of the subway car
looking around i saw people glaring at me like i'd done something wrong
i was already late so i couldn't get off the car
i had to stand there wondering if my attacker would try it again
this happened at lansdowne station
and my attacker didn't get off the train until spadina
no one said anything to him
no one said anything to me either
excluding this one guy to said i was a filthy bitch

since monday i haven't been able to relax on the ttc
every person who is standing close to me or sitting next to me
could try to kill me in a few seconds
i tried to find out if anything could be done
nope
i've asked my parents t get me pepper spray
and i'm going to get my drivers license
so that i don't have to take the ttc to school anymore