the aftermath

[_grim__]

not only did my baby die on friday
but i'm really sick today as well

note to self: no more sharing smokes with sick people

my dad bought me a couple of snake books at this reptile expo he went to with my sister
the only thing that makes sense so far is that we painted the living room right after we bought zim
paint fumes are exetremely toxic for reptiles
chances are the fumes got into my room and fried zims brain
right now i'm wishing i had either taken him to a vet
or not bought him at all
because maybe he'd still be alive

thanks to everyone who commented
and a special thanks to charlie for getting me out of my house and letting me nap on his floor

so who wants to spend time with me this week after school?
because i don't know how i'm gonna deal with sitting in my room with that empty tank all week
its been really fucking hard
my room smells like death
saturday morning i walked to hy and zels in my sisters flip flops and a blue nighty to buy fabrese
no makeup on or anything (so no eyebrows either)
and i haven't been able to sleep in my room since i found zim