doubt anyone would read this but oh well.

[_greenme_]

yea... i havent updated in a long time. i dont like updating a lot sorry. but i was just sitting at my computer... and was like hum... i need to get some things off my mind. so i guess i'm gunna do it? i just might get some mean comments but whatever... to all the people that leave me mean comments why do you waste your time on me? i'm not worth

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[anonymous]

hey. i feel really bad. i know thats not really what you want either. i know exactly what you mean to not be happy and not know why. to put on a smile so no one wonders why you are sad. so no one can bother you or feel bad. i know what thats like...but all you really want is some one to care. someone who is ALWAYS going to be there for you. never leave your side. thats why i have always wanted a sister. there would always be someone there for me to talk to. i hate sitting at home feeling like im alone and just wanting to cry. but i think its good to cry. sometimes it feels really good. and today when ben said the thing about...well the thing he said that kinda probably would have upset you...im sorry...(if you know what im talking about..) i felt horrible because he didnt know. and it looked like it upset you and i felt bad. again thats probably not what you want...but if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything...let me know. after all i am at you house alot! and no mattter what im doing i will stop to talk to you. cuz i know what if feels like to just want someone to talk to. but i really dont know what you want so sorry if im all wrong. im just trying to help ya out! love ya lots!!!

*frances