vent me plz. k thanx
thinking. life's a bitch right? k yea why not deal with it. k so i am. im going to deal with it. im going to deal with it. im going too.
i miss her. it's been not even that long. whatever tho. im not going to sit there an have bull said to my face, ok. how can u not know that i dont want to be with you. god how can i show you. iv been showing you. i mean u know to fkn world i love you an i wanna be with you there is no way in this fkn life time i wanna be without you. hello are u blinde i love you, i just got true telling you about how im feeling an i felt good about telling u cause u told me u was listning an u was taking it in an trying to understand what im fkn saying.
haw man idk what to do. i mean i try my best to show this girl i love her an she's makin it seam as if im doing a good job. i have an attitude prob, but hey IM NOT THE ONLY ONE.
im trying to understand why ting's went the way it did befor she went to sku.
im thinking how i can get my life back on track without killing my self in tear's
im trying to bare with the pain that flushd true me as soon as thing's been said.
i have to deal with it. i dont care what, ill be strong an i will
im not going to let me self hurt me self over this. cause i show'd her every moment i had that this means the world to me. that she is my only queen an forever will she always be. with or without me. i miss her tho. i miss her alot. i can't even thinkin about anything. i wouldnt even wanna im her to ask her if friend's is in the question cause i bet if she had a bf her bf wouldn't like the fact that she still talk's to her ex. i wouldn't so im going to let her do as she plz. i miss her to death. im not going to force her like i have been for the past 9 mons.
man what kills me the most is that we been true so much. an it's just so easy to walk out, but it's really not i dont even want it. she was pushing thing's on me as if i didnt want her. OH MY FKN GOD THAT'S THE LAST TING EVER IN MY LIFE TIME ID EVER WANT.
man. ill face it. if she ever talk's to me. i have to tell her sorry for making her feel that way. i didn't know i was ;\ im sorry. i dont even think shell ever talk to me again. oh welpz that's my fault. haw. ill just take the pain an ill never let it show. ya. let go of the pride huh. can't then shell know i miss her. i dont even think she would even think im being honest. cause i guess all i am to her in her eyes is a lying shit.
i miss her an ill never stop loving her. that's all that matters to me. ill never let this memories ever go. cause it's the best thing in the world. when u dont have the world ;[
right now im dealing with my dad. he want's me to move out. whatever tho. i have no reason to stay here. ku'u dont think i love her an wanna be with her. im sick of always looking like a bad person. god i don't use anyone. it's more like i get use'd. whatever tho. my mom hate's me cause it's made clr i have a g/f my dad hate's me cause i told him i HAD a gf. idk i have nothing to look fwrd too. my neice is preg. my sister want's to send her to bording school. da fuck. she's so stupid. ah. im gunna go deal with my self. i hate food.
i hate being without ku'u.
i hate my self.
i have no friend's i have shit.
MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS. OH NO IT CAN'T!
but most of all the main thing is.
my family hate's me ;\
i guess im off...
aim me guy's fkdless.
ill love you forever as long as i have this memories that we shared<33333
i love ku'u that's all that matters ;[
i miss her. it's been not even that long. whatever tho. im not going to sit there an have bull said to my face, ok. how can u not know that i dont want to be with you. god how can i show you. iv been showing you. i mean u know to fkn world i love you an i wanna be with you there is no way in this fkn life time i wanna be without you. hello are u blinde i love you, i just got true telling you about how im feeling an i felt good about telling u cause u told me u was listning an u was taking it in an trying to understand what im fkn saying.
haw man idk what to do. i mean i try my best to show this girl i love her an she's makin it seam as if im doing a good job. i have an attitude prob, but hey IM NOT THE ONLY ONE.
im trying to understand why ting's went the way it did befor she went to sku.
im thinking how i can get my life back on track without killing my self in tear's
im trying to bare with the pain that flushd true me as soon as thing's been said.
i have to deal with it. i dont care what, ill be strong an i will
im not going to let me self hurt me self over this. cause i show'd her every moment i had that this means the world to me. that she is my only queen an forever will she always be. with or without me. i miss her tho. i miss her alot. i can't even thinkin about anything. i wouldnt even wanna im her to ask her if friend's is in the question cause i bet if she had a bf her bf wouldn't like the fact that she still talk's to her ex. i wouldn't so im going to let her do as she plz. i miss her to death. im not going to force her like i have been for the past 9 mons.
man what kills me the most is that we been true so much. an it's just so easy to walk out, but it's really not i dont even want it. she was pushing thing's on me as if i didnt want her. OH MY FKN GOD THAT'S THE LAST TING EVER IN MY LIFE TIME ID EVER WANT.
man. ill face it. if she ever talk's to me. i have to tell her sorry for making her feel that way. i didn't know i was ;\ im sorry. i dont even think shell ever talk to me again. oh welpz that's my fault. haw. ill just take the pain an ill never let it show. ya. let go of the pride huh. can't then shell know i miss her. i dont even think she would even think im being honest. cause i guess all i am to her in her eyes is a lying shit.
i miss her an ill never stop loving her. that's all that matters to me. ill never let this memories ever go. cause it's the best thing in the world. when u dont have the world ;[
right now im dealing with my dad. he want's me to move out. whatever tho. i have no reason to stay here. ku'u dont think i love her an wanna be with her. im sick of always looking like a bad person. god i don't use anyone. it's more like i get use'd. whatever tho. my mom hate's me cause it's made clr i have a g/f my dad hate's me cause i told him i HAD a gf. idk i have nothing to look fwrd too. my neice is preg. my sister want's to send her to bording school. da fuck. she's so stupid. ah. im gunna go deal with my self. i hate food.
i hate being without ku'u.
i hate my self.
i have no friend's i have shit.
MONEY CAN'T BUY HAPPINESS. OH NO IT CAN'T!
but most of all the main thing is.
my family hate's me ;\
i guess im off...
aim me guy's fkdless.
ill love you forever as long as i have this memories that we shared<33333
i love ku'u that's all that matters ;[