It's the end of a roller coaster
Well, my friends, this crazy roller coaster school year is about to come to an end. Just 4 hours and 45 minutes of school left. I can truly say I wouldn't have given up a minute of this year. In the beginning, I wanted nothing to do with Anthony Wayne. But now, I want everything to do with it. I don't want to leave. I...I..I.. god, there arent words for the feelings right now. So, let me talk about this weeks goings on and what not.
Monday: Well, the last monday of school. A bittersweet day. It really is just a crazy blur. But, that night isnt. I went to Melanie's Recital. With Elizabeth and Sami. We went to KFC before. Biscuits, and moist chicken. Haha. We went and got her flowers. Well, I did but they signed there names on the card. We went over to the Y and got our seats. Mel was the star of the first song and she did incredible. I was so proud. She has told me all about the dances all year and I was so happy to see it. And I had such a "How did I get here?" moment. I remember, during the "Season of Love" routine, I just thought, "How did I get here? What have I done this year to get to this point." It was just crazy. Afterwards, we congratulated Mel and Sarah and hung out for a bit. It was a great night.
Tuesday: Still a blur of a day. We had our graduation/promotion. I got there, wearing all black and a purple striped tie to make a statement that this is a sad night. We lined up and Hilary and I danced to old chorus songs while waiting to go in. We sat in our seats and it was pretty boring with bogus speeches and funny jokes. The people I sat with, Hilary, Scott, Peter, and Rob and talked the entire time and had fun. And, every now and then, it hit me. This is the end. We are graduating and there is nothing I can do about it. Especially at the end.
Today: Another blur of a day. We signed yearbooks and everyone signed my autograph dog. We had a graduation breakfast and I tried to sit with a bunch of people I wouldnt see next year. It was alot of fun and still incredibley depressing. The whole day was beautiful and sad. Bitter sweet.
Tomorrow is the last day. I can't believe it. I'm going to miss everyone so much. I am going to make such an effort to stay in touch with the close ones. Such as Mel. It has been such a freakin year that I can't let the friendships I made go down the tubes.
I was talking to Brian and we were talking about how tomorrow is so freaking bittersweet. I dunno if I can handle all of the emotions that will be going through me tomorrow. I have Lisa and Alyssa's party tommorrow after school so that should be fun. Then, nothing on friday so hopefully something will come up then. Then I am going away saturday and sunday. then MELANIE"S BIRTHDAY. then grace's b-day party and then some days. and then my cousins are coming in from Arizona. And Art Quest. Gosh, it should be a great summer. But please, I want to hang out with anyone and everyone this summer. So, just text, call, or IM me and we can hang out. Love you all
Monday: Well, the last monday of school. A bittersweet day. It really is just a crazy blur. But, that night isnt. I went to Melanie's Recital. With Elizabeth and Sami. We went to KFC before. Biscuits, and moist chicken. Haha. We went and got her flowers. Well, I did but they signed there names on the card. We went over to the Y and got our seats. Mel was the star of the first song and she did incredible. I was so proud. She has told me all about the dances all year and I was so happy to see it. And I had such a "How did I get here?" moment. I remember, during the "Season of Love" routine, I just thought, "How did I get here? What have I done this year to get to this point." It was just crazy. Afterwards, we congratulated Mel and Sarah and hung out for a bit. It was a great night.
Tuesday: Still a blur of a day. We had our graduation/promotion. I got there, wearing all black and a purple striped tie to make a statement that this is a sad night. We lined up and Hilary and I danced to old chorus songs while waiting to go in. We sat in our seats and it was pretty boring with bogus speeches and funny jokes. The people I sat with, Hilary, Scott, Peter, and Rob and talked the entire time and had fun. And, every now and then, it hit me. This is the end. We are graduating and there is nothing I can do about it. Especially at the end.
Today: Another blur of a day. We signed yearbooks and everyone signed my autograph dog. We had a graduation breakfast and I tried to sit with a bunch of people I wouldnt see next year. It was alot of fun and still incredibley depressing. The whole day was beautiful and sad. Bitter sweet.
Tomorrow is the last day. I can't believe it. I'm going to miss everyone so much. I am going to make such an effort to stay in touch with the close ones. Such as Mel. It has been such a freakin year that I can't let the friendships I made go down the tubes.
I was talking to Brian and we were talking about how tomorrow is so freaking bittersweet. I dunno if I can handle all of the emotions that will be going through me tomorrow. I have Lisa and Alyssa's party tommorrow after school so that should be fun. Then, nothing on friday so hopefully something will come up then. Then I am going away saturday and sunday. then MELANIE"S BIRTHDAY. then grace's b-day party and then some days. and then my cousins are coming in from Arizona. And Art Quest. Gosh, it should be a great summer. But please, I want to hang out with anyone and everyone this summer. So, just text, call, or IM me and we can hang out. Love you all