Hi everyone!
Hey everyone it's Sora here with some sort of deep...thing.
So life has been one crazy ride hasn't it? I'm sitting here in the den of our lighthouse typing away on my sleek little laptop (kyky got it for my birthday, SCORE). I get up everyday and I look out the windows of my room (they take up one whole wall) and I think about how much things have change and all that happened. In my reflection I don't see a grown up me, i see a bright springy 16 year old in a black jump suit ready for action. i guess I haven't changed much except for my height and stuff.
I look at myself and i see my kids, I see Kyou and my siblings and riku and kairi and the jacks and everyone I've ever met. I think about all of you all the time and wonder how you all are. I think about all the crazy things we all had to endure and it blows my mind. Everyone says I'm so strong but have you all took a long look at yourselves? Do me a favor and stand infront of the mirror and do that and tell me what you see. don't look at your reflection look at yourself.
Time just goes doesn't it. Sometimes I want it to stand still but on the other hand I don't ever want it to stop, I want it to keep going so that i can keep feeling and experiencing all the things I love, like my family, friends, and future battles. Can you believe my babies are turning five? I want to cry in sheer joy but weep with the knowledge that one day I will no longer be able to cradle them in my arms. Does anyone else do that?
I look out at all of you and see you change with time I see the growth of the unspoken union all our hearts are bound to. Like Reno is a perfect example of what I mean, and Cloud and Squall who were deeply in love but through fate found much better suited mates for eachother or even someone like rufus or my brothers Shadow and Ray.
Or more importantly mom and dad. I see how they have grown and changed and yet they remain tight and supportive. have you all heard mom is helping dad edit daricks story? I'm excited. If we can help them get the ball rolling on that, things will start looking up.
I miss you all so much oyuk you and squall need to get together and place a massive get together so we can all hang out.
I have no idea where I was going with this I had somthing really profound to go with this but it turned out to be some sort of weird....thing. I'm so exhausted my babies have been so sick all of them (kemi keno and kyky) and I haven't slept so my thoughts are all over. i love them so much. I never thought the humdrum routine of family like could be so rewarding even if I have to suit up and take out a few hoardes of heartless (since ouyk controls the nobodies now WAY TO GO) neither kyky or I have had to use our limit drives yet so thats a good sign.
we're all bound to life bound a lifemate whom we share a romantic life and then a soul mate whom is our best friend forever. i must be weird because you are all my soulmates. Thank you for making it all worth the pain and suffering thank you for believing in not only me but eachother and making life so amazing. I love watching your children grow and seeing those things.
Never forget, YOU are the soul housed in a body. see beyond what your eyes allow.
--love with the most sincerity, Sora