i've started tempting people to hang out with me with sorbet. so far i think it's working out well. my prom dress is the love of my life. i am getting married to it. (in it?). prom was mucho fun I probably scared my date but I have a way of doing that so why should it even change? AND I HAVE A CROOKED SMILE. oh cruel lyme disease ridden world someone please spare me. (of course it's been crooked for a really long time but oh well.) when i got those pictures of me and the carrot i was like hahaha i'm crookedly smiling cause of that BUT NO it's not like that. sad. you know it would be a lot easier to have closure on everyone and everything that makes me sad if i just moved away so I'm thinking about doing that. At least I'll be going to a new school and that's fun and stuff. I WILL HAVE A GOOD SUMMER or else it's a downward spiral so.... pro-activity START NOW.
bye.
I've been waking up to the images that I thought I'd left behind
but they're just as clear and just as naive as they were before
but now they seem more beautiful
the past always seems more beautiful.
-matt nathanson