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Mar 14, 2005 22:14

well all good things must come to an end..
Tyler and I broke up.. ALREADY. three days man. im on a role. the sad thing is..i actually was beginning to really like him. it "seemed" like we had a lot in common. but who would have thought we would EVER go out in the first place.. not me. i guess the reason for all of this was because his parents dont want him to have a girlfriend because he would be distracted from school and sports. which in my opinion is ridiculous.first of all i mean weve all been hanging out now for like the past month and they havent said anything. weve gone to baseball games at least two times a week, church wednesdays, hung out on the weekends..i dont know i mean if it was really that big of a deal i just thought they would have said something earlier.and secondly im the last person in this world that would want him to be concentrating on me more then SPORTS. hello im like a football fanatic that probably watches ESPN more then a lot of other guys. but theres nothing i can do about it. i just wish that i could get another chance. who knows..

ANYWAYS. i had so much fun this past weekend. as yall no friday night was well...defintly a night i wont be forgetting anytime soon. i hung out with some of the best people in the world and had the best frickin time. i started going out with tyler (thinking that we werre gonna last haha). got to babysit drunk people. (funniest thing ever)watched my favorite person(catie) yell at david. listened to kristin talk on the phone for hours and hours. attempted to make tommy sit in a seat for longer then 5 mintues laughed my butt off while alyssa was crying( dont remmeber why) read a magazine with one of my best friends(steph) while everyone else was passed out. got to wake up to david busting into tyler and mines room at 6:30 in the morning. and a whole lotta other stuff.
so saturday we wake up and get cleaning. then tyler david and jordan all left because david had detention and tyler had practice. i tried to make pancakes lol umm we had no eggs. they didnt turn out to well. then later on david came back and we all just layed around and talked then alyssas mom came and picked us up and took catie and me back to my house. then we were hungry so we hopped on our bikes and rode all over the place to try and get my checks cashed. but the banks were closed so we just went to mcdonalds. then we got ready and went to the JV baseball game. we all thought they were gonna lose at first.. but in the 5th or 6th inning the team got pumped up and kicked some butt.haha i was so proud. then catie and me went to church and then to moes for dinner. um after that id rather forget about. ( just dumb drama)
sunday we woke up and made breakfast then i had to go eat lunch wiht my mom and grandma. oh god i was dying. old people cann be so judgemental. anyways after that iw ent back to my house and layed out for a little bit then catie came and picked me up and we went back to her house. she sat in the bathtub( with a bathing suit on) and we just talked about a bunch of stuff. i loved it. my mom came and got me then i went home, hung out and talked to tyler for a while. we had a really good talk i thought

well then today .. it was weird. tyler didnt really talk to me. david said he has family problems. i hope either they are lying or if he is having problems that they arent to bad because i know how it feels. my parents are just going through their divorce and it was one of the most hardest things to go through.. besides loosing three friends within a 1 year period all around the same time.. which reminds me.. these next couple of weeks are gonna be tougher then normal on me. um this is the time with a couple of my really close friends were killed. so if one day im not my normal self.. well ya'll no why. im just so grateful to be able to have all of the friends that i do. i dont know what i would do without ya'll. your always making me laugh and put a smile on my face. .i would seriously be so miserable if i didnt have you guys. this is to everyone but espically molly, catie.kayla.alyssa.taylor.stephanie.mariah.kate.jade.lauren.<3 you girls are the best and i love you with all of my heart.

BUT its getting late and im exhausted. spring break is only a few days away and i am so excited.
STEPH TAY AND ALISON ITS GOING TO BE SO MUCH FUN!!!!! i cant wait..

xoxoxo,
Courtney
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