everything will change
Work is getting better, except for yesterday when I had to walk 6 yr old woman beater to his van and the van aides claimed they did not know how to buckle him into his harness, so I had to do it and got kicked in the face and punched and smacked in the face a LOT. And it fucking hurt.
Well, if things don't improve much they will transfer me to a different school.
It helps a lot to have a parent with connections.
Classes today were looooong. Not too boring, just LONG.
I participated a lot in English. It kept me awake and so I didn't have to focus on my extreme hunger.
My car is having some trouble starting up every time I climb in to go somewhere. Poor Jonathan or Simon or w/e his name is now.. certainly not Jonathan anymore since that is said woman beater's name and it makes me shudder to think about. Sorry Hallie. Hah.
Sooo yeah, a lot of homework. And otherwise, nothing too interesting has occurred. Lots of shows coming up this month into next. Every Time I Die, Circa Survive, Fear Before w/ Fall of Troy and Since by Man, and DEATH CAB!!! We already have our tickets for that.
Shit. And then Matt lost his job. So he's trying to find a new one. And I'm about ready to quit the casino. I don't think I can handle this much homework and being a full time student and working 21 hours a week at LEARN AND the casino. I don't like it much, anyways. Aside from the people who work there who are like a 2nd family and love hearing about the dramatics of my life and from the occasional decent shows I'm paid to watch (and basketball but that's over in a month), it's not worth it. The patrons are rude assholes, smelly, I get sweaty and out of breath from doing stairs, the food isn't that good anymore, and the paychecks are dwindling each time.
I also am thinking about taking all computer classes next semester. I am good at graphic design and web design and I think I might do that. Maybe.
So other than the humongous stress amount that has been drowning me, everything is decent.
Well, if things don't improve much they will transfer me to a different school.
It helps a lot to have a parent with connections.
Classes today were looooong. Not too boring, just LONG.
I participated a lot in English. It kept me awake and so I didn't have to focus on my extreme hunger.
My car is having some trouble starting up every time I climb in to go somewhere. Poor Jonathan or Simon or w/e his name is now.. certainly not Jonathan anymore since that is said woman beater's name and it makes me shudder to think about. Sorry Hallie. Hah.
Sooo yeah, a lot of homework. And otherwise, nothing too interesting has occurred. Lots of shows coming up this month into next. Every Time I Die, Circa Survive, Fear Before w/ Fall of Troy and Since by Man, and DEATH CAB!!! We already have our tickets for that.
Shit. And then Matt lost his job. So he's trying to find a new one. And I'm about ready to quit the casino. I don't think I can handle this much homework and being a full time student and working 21 hours a week at LEARN AND the casino. I don't like it much, anyways. Aside from the people who work there who are like a 2nd family and love hearing about the dramatics of my life and from the occasional decent shows I'm paid to watch (and basketball but that's over in a month), it's not worth it. The patrons are rude assholes, smelly, I get sweaty and out of breath from doing stairs, the food isn't that good anymore, and the paychecks are dwindling each time.
I also am thinking about taking all computer classes next semester. I am good at graphic design and web design and I think I might do that. Maybe.
So other than the humongous stress amount that has been drowning me, everything is decent.