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i haven't updated in like a year.
junior year has been...interesting, hard, fun. i've done a lot of things i've said that i'd neverrrrrr doo. haha i guess, gotta live it up and try shit.
kailey made a good point..."drama distinguishes your friends from your bestfriends." and this year, i've grown close to people that i didn't think i would even be associated with a year ago.
it's weird how things work. my friends will be the ones to piss me off the most, yet i couldn't survive through highschool with out them. i'm truely greatful for everyone that i have.
i also notice, that i shy away from people that i think may hurt me in the long run. and i think that's one of my biggest flaws. i can't keep shutting people out because i'm scared. by keeping my fears out, i'm also shutting out the best things that could happen to me. soo i'm workin on it, it's just hard to trust people. and the way things have been going lately, i don't really blame myself. like i've started to trust this one boy, and everything just went wrong...again. ahh okay.
otherwise life is good.
cabo in a month! woooo.
junior year has been...interesting, hard, fun. i've done a lot of things i've said that i'd neverrrrrr doo. haha i guess, gotta live it up and try shit.
kailey made a good point..."drama distinguishes your friends from your bestfriends." and this year, i've grown close to people that i didn't think i would even be associated with a year ago.
it's weird how things work. my friends will be the ones to piss me off the most, yet i couldn't survive through highschool with out them. i'm truely greatful for everyone that i have.
i also notice, that i shy away from people that i think may hurt me in the long run. and i think that's one of my biggest flaws. i can't keep shutting people out because i'm scared. by keeping my fears out, i'm also shutting out the best things that could happen to me. soo i'm workin on it, it's just hard to trust people. and the way things have been going lately, i don't really blame myself. like i've started to trust this one boy, and everything just went wrong...again. ahh okay.
otherwise life is good.
cabo in a month! woooo.