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you know, as fucked up as i was after paul died, i don't think i was every able to cry. i spent the rest of the week in shock, then was super busy all weekend and the next week back in nevada, and then blood drive iv the weekend after that. it was all non-stop busy, so it helped me keep my mind off of things.
yesterday and today however, looking back at all the photos, i cried a lot. i fucking miss paul.