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yeah so these past two weeks have been pretty bad. and i'm sorry for everything guys, you know i love all of you. my mom isn't really making things any easier either. lately i can't really show what i'm really feeling, she really locks me down and my head gets messed up. i just dont want to think about it and keep my hopes up. i want everything to turn out for the best. even if its not excatly what i personally want, as long as everyone is happy. : /
halloween was pretty bad too, i didn't get any candy, i felt sick at caitlins, things with people were awkward, i was really confused, and i wanted to go home. i know kristin had a good time though : ) even though billy walker broke her sword. umm yea there was definitely sex in that dark corner. i was feeling a little better when novoa broke out the guitar and played some guster, that alwayss makes me feel better. jim melia is napolean dynamite. no doubt. he looked exactly like him. and carrie, i love you so much. thanks alot.
after all this happened, things must get better, they have been getting a little better. and i'm talking to people about what happened, i just want everyone to know how much i love them and wouldnt ever want to lose them. <3
later fools.
p.s. i love your smile.
p.s.s. vote kerry today and do your country a favor