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the shore was great. it sucks to be back.
we went to the boardwalk every night which was fun..and marcy and i rooled at ddr..you know how we do. we went to the beach saturday and i was supposed to go home monday (that'd be today) but i had to go home early for some 'doctors requirments'..right. so i went home last night and this morning i was told horrible news which i really dont feel like talking about. i was crying for a very long time until i finally had to stop and suck it up. i can't be like this the whole time. things are going to be differnet now and i really can't stop the things that are happening in my life. i just have to let it go and try to get through it the best i can. i will probably talking to a few of you about it, but not many of you becasue this is such a terrible thing that i couldn't imagine this ever happening. if i talk to you, the chances are that i will start crying, so thats why i don't think i will be telling many people. i'm in two pieces right now and i don't know what to do. i hope things get better, soon.
if i am acting a bit..umm...quiet i could say, this might explain things.
later.