wow
Have you ever contemplated time? It is a very strange concept. Like, 21 years ago I was almost 6 months old. My family dynamics were 100% different. I didn't know my dad yet. I had lots of pets, despite the fact I couldn't play with them yet. 16 years ago, I was 5. My family dynamics were changing yet again, my parents were get ready for their wedding. 12 years ago my brother was born and I was dealing with my mom home on maternity leave and this little pink mass of tissue was crying and throwing up all the time. 5 years ago I was in the last phases of a bad relationship. And now, I'm sitting next to a Japanse girl who is either 19 or 20. What was she doing 5 years ago, 10 years ago?
Yesterday I was enjoying some time to myself and looking toward today and dreading homework. Today I'm sitting here and still dreading homework. I know that in about 3 hours I will be going to a concert to listen to a Japanese girl sing that I have known since Monday night. Tomorrow, they leave at 6 am. Tomorrow at 8, I'll go to the Health center. At 11 I'll take a quiz. But, tomorrow, at 6,8, and 11, I'll still be looking back at these moments and remember my feelings, but not feel them.
Anyway.
I've had this cold all week. It has taken a week to fester into what it is now, but I don't seem to be getting better yet. So hopefully I will get some meds tomorrow that will make me better before we go to ARIZONA!!!! I can't believe that it is only a few days away. I feel like my concept of time has reverted back to that of a five year old. I understand things happend yesterday. I understand things will happen in the future. But the concept of time isn't really effecting me. In highschool we would count down to spring break. I just had to count 5 more days. Yes, I'm excited, but I'm not fantasizing yet. Have I grown up too much? Noooooooooo! I don't want to be grown up!! I don't want to be realistic. Being realistic isn't very fun.
Side note: the other day, I farted in front of one of the Japanese girls, and I scared her. I didn't know it was coming, it just happened. Luckily it was not smelly.
Well, I am going to go get some more over the counter meds to get me through to Monday. I need to get some sleep at some point.
Have a great week guys!
Yesterday I was enjoying some time to myself and looking toward today and dreading homework. Today I'm sitting here and still dreading homework. I know that in about 3 hours I will be going to a concert to listen to a Japanese girl sing that I have known since Monday night. Tomorrow, they leave at 6 am. Tomorrow at 8, I'll go to the Health center. At 11 I'll take a quiz. But, tomorrow, at 6,8, and 11, I'll still be looking back at these moments and remember my feelings, but not feel them.
Anyway.
I've had this cold all week. It has taken a week to fester into what it is now, but I don't seem to be getting better yet. So hopefully I will get some meds tomorrow that will make me better before we go to ARIZONA!!!! I can't believe that it is only a few days away. I feel like my concept of time has reverted back to that of a five year old. I understand things happend yesterday. I understand things will happen in the future. But the concept of time isn't really effecting me. In highschool we would count down to spring break. I just had to count 5 more days. Yes, I'm excited, but I'm not fantasizing yet. Have I grown up too much? Noooooooooo! I don't want to be grown up!! I don't want to be realistic. Being realistic isn't very fun.
Side note: the other day, I farted in front of one of the Japanese girls, and I scared her. I didn't know it was coming, it just happened. Luckily it was not smelly.
Well, I am going to go get some more over the counter meds to get me through to Monday. I need to get some sleep at some point.
Have a great week guys!