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mmmmk so I just got this biznatch :) Thanks billions to Candice for like.. doing this whole thing for me! You are like.. THE best!!!! She's currently my only friend on LJ so add me please :) For now I'm gonna keep it public because well.. its still REALLY private compared to my site.. which all my offline friends look at.. and I dont care if online people see it.. its just, sometimes I need to rant and I can't have all my school friends reading it and getting pissed or whatever.. So here goes a quick update of how my last week went since I really just have to get it out..
Brandon and I broke up after like.. 2 months and 2 weeks..
The reasons are simple. I just didnt feel the same, he was extremely clingy, and he made me feel guilty when I couldnt do something with him (which was all the time, since im always busy becuase of basketball..) I need someone more understanding then that, and someone who will give me my space.. Him being so clingy just drove me to not liking him anymore. Now, (talk about moving on fast) I like Kyle. Truth is, I always have.. Before going out with Brandon, during and now even more so that we are not going out.. Kyle knows it too, and we're really good friends.. I'm not sure whats going to happen. He knows that I need some time, well actually no its not me that needs time.. cuz personally I'de love to jump right into a relationship with him, but I cant do that. just because I know it would upset brandon and get a bunch of other people all mad at me.. So I'll try and be patient and hope kyles feelings are real and they dont change.. I seem to like him more and more everyday if thats possible!
Tomorrow I have basketball from 7:30am-1:30pm.. we have three games at LSSU. I'm kinda nervous, since its against the American teams who have already been through their seasons, and we havent even had any games. I'm pretty sure we are gonna get killed. Then I get to come home and do my homework... joy!
Finally, visit Envy for me :) Its a great bored! Brand new.. and if you want say Liz referred you (thats my username). Umm k I'm done.. Next entry will be tons shorter I promise!
Oh wait almost forgot.. the journal was named after one of my favourite songs, Close by Aaron Lines.. its a line from the song.. heres the chorus! :
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close
K I'm done.. leave me a comment! And thanks again Candice <3
Brandon and I broke up after like.. 2 months and 2 weeks..
The reasons are simple. I just didnt feel the same, he was extremely clingy, and he made me feel guilty when I couldnt do something with him (which was all the time, since im always busy becuase of basketball..) I need someone more understanding then that, and someone who will give me my space.. Him being so clingy just drove me to not liking him anymore. Now, (talk about moving on fast) I like Kyle. Truth is, I always have.. Before going out with Brandon, during and now even more so that we are not going out.. Kyle knows it too, and we're really good friends.. I'm not sure whats going to happen. He knows that I need some time, well actually no its not me that needs time.. cuz personally I'de love to jump right into a relationship with him, but I cant do that. just because I know it would upset brandon and get a bunch of other people all mad at me.. So I'll try and be patient and hope kyles feelings are real and they dont change.. I seem to like him more and more everyday if thats possible!
Tomorrow I have basketball from 7:30am-1:30pm.. we have three games at LSSU. I'm kinda nervous, since its against the American teams who have already been through their seasons, and we havent even had any games. I'm pretty sure we are gonna get killed. Then I get to come home and do my homework... joy!
Finally, visit Envy for me :) Its a great bored! Brand new.. and if you want say Liz referred you (thats my username). Umm k I'm done.. Next entry will be tons shorter I promise!
Oh wait almost forgot.. the journal was named after one of my favourite songs, Close by Aaron Lines.. its a line from the song.. heres the chorus! :
You give me strength
You give me hope
You give me someone to love, someone to hold
When I'm in your arms
I need you to know
I've never been
I've never been this close
K I'm done.. leave me a comment! And thanks again Candice <3