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[_give_in]

Tomorrow's gonna be long.

It makes me nervous.
I hate long days when I'm not sure exactly what's going to go down.
I need a schedule.
I need an estimate of how many people will be moving in.
I have 500 things going on.
I want to just go all out this semester (19 credits) and graduate in December.
But I know I won't be able to get my grades up enough.
And I don't REALLLY want to leave.
And I doubt I can get into a Psych 352 class that fits into my schedule.
And yeah, like I said, I don't REALLY want to leave.
But I can do it. And I kind of want to.
I don't think I will.
That's a decision I would need to put more time into.
I didn't do the high school graduation thing, I might as well do the real college graduation.
School is just stressful.
Transitions are stressful.
PEOPLE are stressful (yet people are what I want to devote my life to, I know, I know).
Life after graduation will be no less stressful.
But at least I'll have a diploma.
BUT I'll wait till May.
Because senior year will be good.
My room is a mess.
GOOD NIGHT THOUGH.