Dec 11, 2005 21:30
just thinking of a moment on friday..
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"dont care what is written in your history ..
as long as your here with me .<3
i don't care who you are
where your from
what you did
as long as you love me .. "
"what you did and where your coming from-- i don't care."
ohh boy; i can picture that in my head. and i remember how i had to keep looking away cause i was smiling so big. that was one of those "infinite" moments people are always talking about. nothing mattered at that point. just the three i was with; and the song. :) oh i loved it.
hmm so my two friends are getting back on track. its rather cute.. i cant help but still watch over one of them though; the one i gained a particular closeness throughout the other persons absence.. and you know you cant help but start and wonder whats going to happen now that the other person is back in said persons life. am i going to lose the closeness i had with my best friend? :S sketchy material i know. and especially even more so since im going to be gone away.. oh well, the only thing i can do is trust my friends judgement and hope she will turn out okay. cause i know how fragile she is. and the other friend should know it. i guess she just forgets it sometimes; you know? its understandable. and i know this is making me seem like i dont love the other friend; but i really do. its just i know more of the other persons story and ive been with the other person the whole way. and i wouldnt have it any other way. sometimes in these situations though when its happened before with these same two. i cant help but wait for the day it happens; the day i let go again..
'come what may......... i will love you until my dying day' :( :) <33