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i need buckley turned on fucking loud. fucking loud, so it fills every corner of this house we can't afford. reaches ever dust filled edge & lifts it. including me. cuz otherwise i'm going to try and see how much it'll take to wretch my head of with eyebrow pluckers in the bathroom, waiting for my bath to fill. i need mum to stay out of the house. to have a day by myself. to clean & get distracted & say something to you; cuz everyones telling me im going to fucking lose it, & i want everyone to fuck off, but help me at the same time.
what a mess. buckley sounds good.
ps - was lovely seeing you brooke. i do miss you. call me rathole.
pps -- please. whoever. please, let me say it. know. understand. have her understand. grow up. have a distraction again.
what a mess. buckley sounds good.
ps - was lovely seeing you brooke. i do miss you. call me rathole.
pps -- please. whoever. please, let me say it. know. understand. have her understand. grow up. have a distraction again.