life is too short..

Oct 07, 2005 09:48

Life is too short to be mad at someone for the rest of your life. Misi got shot 5 times last night at florin mall. Not even his fault, oak park blood shot him. Once in the chest, two in the theigh, 1 in the stomach and the other in the hand. My heart sank when I found out i brust into tears. I musta rushed down to the hospital so quick and so fast, I dunno. Everyone was there, they gave me the "why the fuck is the ex-girlfriend here looks" most of everyone was being coo with me, but I didn't give a fuck. I mean shit someone is DYING who gives a FUCK if his ex is here? I talked to his mom and they said he was in surgery still. He was in surgery for nearly 4 hours, I was at the hospital 'till 3AM in the morning until he finally got out. I was the 4th person to see him. Damn I hated hospitals, and he was in ICU, and I know it was gonna suck seeing him. When I saw him, he looked so damn little in that bed. He wasn't the big person that I used to know. I walked up to him, and he said "hey babe." he still calls me babe after all these months.. too bad i'm not anymore.. I cried, and just keep rubbing his head. and I told him how stupid he was for running around in the damn streets. I told him i'ma jump his ass and whoop his ass when he get better. I told him how strong he was and that it's a miracle for you to be alive. He kept going in and out falling asleep and then waking up. I tried to hold his hand, but it was the hand that got shot so I couldn't. I thought about losing him, and how terrible I been for not even keeping up with him and remaining his friend. I'm gonna visit him today. but yo.. life is too short to be mad at someone, weather he some ex that cheated on you, it don't matter.. when death is near all that shit that happened goes past the table, because regardless that's someonebody you loved at one point in your life, and they loved you too, because i know damn well if that would've been me getting shot, he'd be right there regardless of our situation. i just pray for his well-being.
Previous post Next post
Up