trapped.
I wanna get out of this shit I'm in. I think I'm ready to get out.. is it messed up that i'm just leaving in the justs of this? I feel wrong, and I feel like a horrible person. I feel like I'm going to ruin his life, fuck up the shit he has going on right now.... but if I stay here.. I think i'm gonna ruin my life. I can't take this shit no more, and I can't live like this anymore. I cannot, I refuse to sit here being with someone else, while I'm in love someone else. I can't do this shit no more.. I thought I could, but when you start caring for someone else even more, shit gets hard, and I have no clue how to unscramble myself out this mess..
lawd help me..
lawd help me..