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All I have to say is...
I have no life.
I can't go to the streetlight manifesto show, I can't seem to be able to go to any shows for that matter!, I can't hang out with Drew, I have to clean other peoples' messes everyday, I have to go to church no matter what, I talk to fucking TRAVIS GOFF on the phone of my OWN FREE WILL, I'm terribly in (puppy) love with someone 30 minutes away, I'm friends with Nathan Lareax (insert wtf face to the power of 34525235) and I'm not even close with the two people I consider to be best friends. Adam and Nora. Rachel fucking hates me, called me a bitch because I sat in Nora's seat, which I sit in everyday (wtf..). I have nothing to do at my house except sit on my ass on the computer. Nobody calls me! I'm either hated at school for being a "freak" or "goth" even though I don't even wear black everyday, or I'm feared at school because people haven't realized if they piss me off I don't sit back and take it like some pansy ass girly girl. I am not afraid to land a punch on the sorry ass who thinks it a good idea to cross me. Ask Pat if you want to know. Okay yeah, I have some muscle. That doesn't make me a 'beast', okay?!
:pufff!: okay. I'm better. :] I realized I only start to feel like that when I spend too much time on the computer. I feel like going outside, just for a walk, but it's 11:17. Poo. And I think I've lost my faith in this 'God' figure in less than a week. I start believing and my life goes to hell within hours. I was on cloud 9 before that. So you know what, fuck God and his constant 'tests of faith.' He can suck my non-existant balls. The fucker.
On a brighter note, Michael Sheltin is being nicer to me. ^__^ He's a cool chick- I mean guy. XD But seriously.. I love his shoes. XD Usually I hate chuck taylors with pink on them, but he pulls off the look nicely. And I probably shouldn't have TOLD HIM I like the way he dresses, because now he probably thinks I like him. @_@; But that's okay I suppose. Chan-chan'll never know.. HAHAH KIDDING KIDDING. I love Chan-chan, I wouldn't cheat on my cuddly wittle wuvy bear! ^___^ The way I talk about him, you'd think we're dating.
I have no life.
I can't go to the streetlight manifesto show, I can't seem to be able to go to any shows for that matter!, I can't hang out with Drew, I have to clean other peoples' messes everyday, I have to go to church no matter what, I talk to fucking TRAVIS GOFF on the phone of my OWN FREE WILL, I'm terribly in (puppy) love with someone 30 minutes away, I'm friends with Nathan Lareax (insert wtf face to the power of 34525235) and I'm not even close with the two people I consider to be best friends. Adam and Nora. Rachel fucking hates me, called me a bitch because I sat in Nora's seat, which I sit in everyday (wtf..). I have nothing to do at my house except sit on my ass on the computer. Nobody calls me! I'm either hated at school for being a "freak" or "goth" even though I don't even wear black everyday, or I'm feared at school because people haven't realized if they piss me off I don't sit back and take it like some pansy ass girly girl. I am not afraid to land a punch on the sorry ass who thinks it a good idea to cross me. Ask Pat if you want to know. Okay yeah, I have some muscle. That doesn't make me a 'beast', okay?!
:pufff!: okay. I'm better. :] I realized I only start to feel like that when I spend too much time on the computer. I feel like going outside, just for a walk, but it's 11:17. Poo. And I think I've lost my faith in this 'God' figure in less than a week. I start believing and my life goes to hell within hours. I was on cloud 9 before that. So you know what, fuck God and his constant 'tests of faith.' He can suck my non-existant balls. The fucker.
On a brighter note, Michael Sheltin is being nicer to me. ^__^ He's a cool chick- I mean guy. XD But seriously.. I love his shoes. XD Usually I hate chuck taylors with pink on them, but he pulls off the look nicely. And I probably shouldn't have TOLD HIM I like the way he dresses, because now he probably thinks I like him. @_@; But that's okay I suppose. Chan-chan'll never know.. HAHAH KIDDING KIDDING. I love Chan-chan, I wouldn't cheat on my cuddly wittle wuvy bear! ^___^ The way I talk about him, you'd think we're dating.