Jun 26, 2004 01:14
I really don't know how to explain the way I feel right now. There has been so much going on lately, that it is hard for me to put into words all of my different emotions...
Let me just begin by saying that the trip to Cancun was BY FAR the most fun I have ever had in my entire life. Totally out of control. I can't wait to get all of my pictures back so I can show you guys. Too many X-rated pics X-P lol. I highly advise any of you underclassmen who read this to pay the $600 and go to Cancun you will thank me later.
Everyday we would lay out by the pool, drink, and watch the waves crash on the powdery white sand from the disappearing edge of the pool. A little bit later, we would head over to The City and go down the slide or shake our booties for an open bar wristband and the boys would play in the wave pool. Then we would pass out on a beach chair and wake up in time to get ready to go out. Then came dinner. From that point on: heavy drinking and dancing till the sun came up. REPEAT for 7 days. Things got wild. ;-)
So anyways, my fun came to an abrupt stop the second I walked in my front door when my brother greeted me by sayin, "Dad is getting married...TOMORROW." WHAT?!?!?! I mean I know that my dad is engaged, and I know that he is planning on eventually getting married, but he JUST got engaged, and more importantly, HE JUST GOT DIVORCED! I can't figure it out. I don't know what to think. All I know is that my dad is getting married tomorrow and he hasn't even told me about it! Can you say THIS SUCKS!? SO he eventually tells me the news later on that night. great. What am I supposed to be happy for you??? What in the fuck am I supposed to tell my mother?? She's going to me devastated.
Fast forward to today..... I had originally made dinner plans with my mom for tonight and I had to ignore her phone calls becasue I just didn't have the heart to tell her that I had been blowing her off because I had to go to my dad's WEDDING! How am I suposed to do that?! I'm not even going to go into detail about the ceremony because I am just too embarassed. I don't know what my dad is thinking, but I have come to realize that there are some things in life that you don't have any say in, not matter how much you think you ought to. WHATEVER.
In other news, my boy troubles are growing....but I have decided not to go public with them just yet. I dunno who reads this thing.....
Well that's all for now folks!!!!!!!!!!!!
much ♥